pre-29/12

I hate my birthday.

It's the only moment we talk.

It's the only moment we text.

It's the only moment we know each other is doing fine.

All because of courtesy, I suppose.

I hate it because it's the only moment; 29/12.

I do hope the moment dissipate with time, then would it be a Happy Birthday.

Get your popcorn.

When holidays are just hovering around, with no exams as a plus and night closing its curtains as early as the rooster cocks, this is when I feel at the bottom of my game.

Unproductive.

Such a negative word, but it's actually not though because I substitute my time studying with watching movies and catching up TV series! Hurray!! *May not be the ideal substitute for studying, but its better than wanking. Haha!* Okay, so I just want to list my all time favourite movies and TV series that I have watched during this Movie Module in Queen Mary. *This is not in any order*

Grey's Anatomy - Gosh! My drive for pursuing medicine. How I hope my clinical years and the years ahead would be as exciting as the show! Not the love life though, only the medical cases. Yeah, I'm aware that the possibility of it would be thin, but as long as there's hope, even how little it is, it's worth looking forward to it! =)

Gossip Girl - Just the cherry on top of my cupcake, just the spice inside my stew! Just what makes the world going, just what we all need; a little controversy! Just what I need.

The Notebook - Highly recommended! Been going on and on about this movie since KMB, kan Iman? Hehe. The Tearjerker.

A Walk to Remember - Another tearjerker. Enuff said.

Elephant - I so can't get over this movie! It is W.O.W. Winner of Cannes Film Festival 2003. Very deep yet very fresh in its presentation. At the early course of the movie it may appear slow, but if you just stay put throughout the movie, you surely won't regret it!

Year One - Perfect when you need a light movie and a laugh. Michael Cera and Jack Black people! What else can you ask for?!

Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist - Very fresh. The best part it doesn't exploit hot A-list stars with plastic perfect figure and looks.

Titanic - Classic. Will never do justice even though how detail and expressive my account on the sheer awesomeness of this movie, so I wouldn't bother to.

History Boys - On how truth is not important, but how edgy an issue is. So me! Helped me loads on my ToK essay. Haha!

500 Days of Summer - Its a boy-meet-girl story. But it is not a love story. Enjoy!

The Great Debaters - Just put Denzel Washington in any movie and he'll do his magic. About how a small African-American college debate team toils through their journey to have a debate with the then white-dominant Harvard.

The Factory Girl - An independent movie, I think. Well, at least this movie is about independent films. Revolves around renown pop art guru Andy Warhol and the almost famous Edie Britt. Played by Hayden Christensen and Sienna Miller.


So I think that's all, to date. Hope this would help for those searching for a good movie or TV series to enjoy on the late sleazy nights, or anywhere and anytime for that matter! =P

Selamat Hari Raya. =)

So, lagu ini dedicate untuk raya kali ini. Aku pon tak tau kenapa, memang takde kena mengena pon dengan raya qurban. Its just dat I loooooooooooovvveeeeeeeeeeee this song. Its so damn old, but still wicked innit?! (cobaan nak jadi British tak menjadi).








*Tak sabar-sabar untuk jamuan Hari Raya nanti. Exam di hari raya ni bukan seperti antagonist acetylcholine+atropine untuk jamuan (cewah! nak tunjukkan dia dah study la tuh segalanya baghhaiii). Macam dah lama tak jumpa orang lately, terkurung dalam batu belah batu bertangkup sebab exam, so really can't wait! =)

Solitary.

Haha. Shuffling playlist, ending up with this track. You know when certain songs remind you of certain life events? This one reminds me of the late nights back home after futsal or shisha or just lepak-ing. Just narks me off thinking how lonely it can be here. It's a good song btw, if your're not interested in my life story. Enjoy!=)





Owh... and Happy 17th Birthday Kay! *Hugs* xx

*you're going to be the first person to know if I passed my exams...you know why...=P

Converto exspectatus optime.

A breathe of fresh air from a gagging lad.


Cheers!

The unexpected roomie and the expected companion

It was like groping into wicked darkness during the first few days here. I made a big blunder bringing a 22kg luggage only with me (including Marieb; Anatomy & Physio!). I was as unperturbed as a monk back in Malaysia about settling down here. Then, London force coupled with the university life came knocking me unannounced. Wow, was I fucked up, badly. I dont know how to do this, I don't know to do that, I haven't got this, should I do this or that, how do I go here and there...why am I here in the first place?!

Sigh.

Then along came Polly. *random*. Then along came Raja and everything seems to dissipate into sheer simplicity. He came a few days after I was here and made life SO much easier. I totally miss him right now. A month having him as a roommate would be more than enough to do justice for anybody to yearn for his companion. Heck, Effa stayed for two nights in London and take a look of his makeover by Raja! LOL!

Now its different. Now there would be no one greeting me as I entered my room from class. No one makes me coffee every morning. No one saying "Are you ok?" to me anymore.

=((

" You can do anything you want as long as you have your own integrity"

Of guilt and regret.

Nothing is more wretched than the mind of a man conscious of guilt.





Now plus this weather; cigarettes appear so inviting.