9.8.10

decision decision...

I wonder...

Why do we fret on so many of life's decision? Why do we even fret on making one?

When you see the world as I see it, everything has its own pros and cons. Well, it is a common notion and the stakes are a huge number of you guys out there might agree with me. If that is the case, you should agree with me that decision making is just pure BS, well logically.

See, if everything has its pros and cons, its ooohhhs and aaahhhs, why do we need to have the need to CHOOSE?

Okay, math weez says that we can list down the pros and cons to help us decide. But then again, we're just assessing the quantity of it, while leaving out the quality of the arguments, which from my understanding, is pretty damn hard to analyse!

If you did ToK, you'd empathise my frustration here.

So, is decision making a myth?

I wonder...

p/s : Writer strongly believes that it is a myth as he is too lazy to make decisions, thus rambling off with this excuse, errr no, this post.

8.8.10

Wazzup wazzup

Ado bran?!
Blog dah lama tak update tapi still nak promote kat Facebook?

Ado bran?!
Password blog dah lupa?

Ado bran?!
Baru perasan layout jambu sangat?

Ok guys, Ok Fanclub, jangan sedih-sedih coz now I'm back! Saja menyepi coz absence makes the heart grows fonder, innit? :)

Rasa that's it for now, short and sweet with a little whipped cream and cherry on top for my comeback.


"Kurangkan kontroversi, tingkatkan prestasi"


-Ayim-

p/s: Credit to Izlan Yusof for the re-opening of the blog and my new name. :)

16.1.10

Weakling.

My previous post was such a mistake. Sorry for the jiwang-ness people. I know how it feels when you read this kind of post.

I am composed.
I am emotionally lacking.
I am in control.

I do not depend on anybody, much more for a single person, to be felicitous. That is weak. I belong to me.

I do not need a special person. Family and friends are all that I have, and all that I need. So for people who feel the same way that I did before, ponder on this. What more could you ask for? =)



p/s: Marriage would by now be nowhere near me. =)

14.1.10

Si Gigi Besar

I am composed.
I am emotionally lacking.
I am in control.

I had a beautiful nightmare last night and all the statements above came crashing down.
It's been 4 years and how pathetic would it, no, I be if it continues.



p/s: I don't normally do this jiwang stuff, so cut me some slack.

11.1.10

CardioGod

Presenting the CardioGods.

Preston Burke


Erica Hahn


Christina Yang

Only if they were real. Cardiothoracic surgeon all the way, Aqeem!
Enjoying every minute of this current Cardiorespiratory Module.


And anuerysms. Aaaaahhhh. Such fetish.

9.1.10

Sayang bucuk honey manja bee.

Those three words.
Are said too much.
But not enough.

Snow Patrol was so spot on when they came up with the lyrics! There's this couple yeah. So lovey dovey yeah. With all their status on IM and Facebook yeah. The bloke said that's the only way to express his l*ve yeah. At first I don't mind yeah. I don't even care yeah.

But goddamn mate! I've been reading it for more than a year now. All your statuses and updates are public. I don't want to read it but I did.

Yes, I am selfish. But so are you.
Yes, I am jealous. But so are the rest of you loser loners out there.

27.12.09

Saturday Night Fever

I'm so helpless when it comes to fever. So sissy lor...
Come hell or high water, I probably can take it. But fever, so sayur lah.
Sampaikan I dunno what to do to make it better.

Selalu my mom yang jaga semua benda kalau I come down with a fever. Bagi ubat, buat makanan (the usual roti milo/butter/jam and Nescafe sedap gila babeng), sapu towel basah, pegi jumpa doktor etc. Kat sekolah dulu ade lah few friends yang pandai jaga orang sakit. So grateful. But nothing can replace me mom. So bila kat sini, demam sorang-sorang, feels like the worst fever ever coz tak ada orang nak jagakan.

So sissy lor...